Wednesday, March 10, 2010

moving.. already??

I'm starting to post on my old site, check it out, a lot more posts

it's not so bad

Even after counseling, court, and over an hour wait for my ride home, today was still good, thankful for a lot today

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


I picked this nice necklace up today, I was torn between this and owl necklacebut as much as I like owls, it was really cheap looking and I also like 4 leaf clovers

Monday, March 8, 2010

100 things

I'm gonna try this... hopefully I can

1. I'm a HUGE chipper jones fan
2. I have a weird obsession with owls(even to the point where my grandmother buys me at least one owl related object for me every christmas and birthday... lamps, towels, nightlights, knickknacks, keychains)
3. My favorite color is a mix between blue and teal, use your imagination
4. I have 3 tattoos
5. My tattoos are a star on each hand and an owl and a moon on my inner lower leg, told you I was obsessed
6. I've been arrested and have a felony on my record
7. My middle name is nichole and yes there's an h in there
8. I'm not the most popular person, but I have a few really close friends who mean the world to me
9. I love the calgon body sprays from walmart
10. I live in a really small town, like 5,000 people
11. I only have one sibling, elizabeth
12. She's 9 years younger than me
13. My favorite soda is coke
14. But my favorite beverage is raspberry tea
15. I love the show how it's made
16. My favorite movie is the lovely bones
17. I thought the movie sucked
18. I like to wear skate shoes like dvs
19. I hate rollar coasters but love amusement parks
20. During the month of october, my friends and I like to go to haunted houses and trail rides all over our state
21. I scored a 1010 on my sats but that was the old scoring method, I recently found out they changed the way and possibles scores
22. One of my best memories from my childhood was going to the city run playground called opg
23. A lot of kids had tshirts that said opg and I always wanted one, I'm still bitter
24. The twilight movies aren't as good as the books.. duh
25. When I read the books, I always pictured the main character of the covanent movie as edward
26. I have a 32'' inch flat screen tv in my room
27. I played softball every year when I was in school
28. I was captain my senior year
29. I also got kicked off my senior year too many tardies.. 3! Fuckin ridiculous
30. I used to have a pet turtle named Frank
31. I put him in our small pond outback and he stayed there for a few years, don't know where he hibernated, but he would come back every spring til this past spring :(
32. I have a motorola droid
33. I wanna move down south
34. I like grey's anatomy, but got into it by watchin reruns on cable
35. I really like the show buffy the vampire slayer
36. I wear size 9 shoes
37. I wanna lose some weight
38. I used to think heidi montag was cool, til she got all fake and lost her mind
39. I love brand new socks, nothin better!
40. I smoke camels
41. I like hemp jewelry
42. I'm irish and italian, and my moms side last name is marconi and my dads side is dailey
43. I have a black civic
44. But I can't drive until september:)
45. I love jeans
46. I love hoodies and tshirts from hot topic
47. I just love hoodies in general
48. I may not show it when I type cuz of bein lazy, but I'm a really good speller
49. I like the shoe csi and coldcase
50. I have a dog named poochie
51. I like my fav color, ya know that blue with teal, with black to match
52. I like to play rock band and guitar hero
53. Hell I just like video games in general
54. I have an xbox 360
55. I couldn't go on without my hair straightener
56. Or my cellphone
57. But I hate my cell bill
58. I hate counting money between 60 and 69
59. I absolutely hate when people are fake or lie
60. I love the real world road rules challenges
61. I had to go to speech class when I was way little for my r's, s's, and w's
62. I really like rihanna's music
63. I don't know if I want to get married, but that doesn't mean I want to be alone, I hope to meet that special guy someday
64. I like playing the sims, I go in phases where I don't play at all to all the time
65. I love bracelets
66. I wish I knew how to play guitar
67. I can't sing at all
68. I have a cat named kitty
69. I have a barn with chickens
70. I don't like speaking in front of large groups
71. I live in a capecod
72. I had a nintendo when I was younger and hated the Friday the 13th game cuz it freaked me out
72. I always liked the show unsolved mysteries, but the music scared me
73. It takes me forever to tan
74. I hate my job
75. I have white walls in my room but want to paint them but idk what color or if it'd be cool to have a mural type thing painted on them
76. I'm an addict
77. I love summer nites between 7 and 9
78. I want more tattoos but don't know what yet
79. My favorite year in skoo was 11th grade
80. I'm not gonna lie, I used to turn my stereo up louder to look cool when I drove by people I knew
81. My parents are pretty awesome people
82. Most people call me by my last name
83. I live outside od town in the country and I hate it
84. I hate winter and falls Only good for a month or so
85. My favorite number is 10
86. I like white gold cuz I think yellow gold looks cheesy
86. I wanna finish college
88. Oops just noticed two 86's, anyways, I don't know what I want to go for
89. I've never been snowboarding or skiing
90. I love in the summer the feeling of clean sheets that were hung out to air dry
91. I hate that conan left late night
92. 100 never looked so good before
93. I can't sleep with socks on
94. I love down comforters
95. I wanna live in a house just like shias house in disturbia, its so pretty
96. I like creating milk crates
97. Suprisingly enough, I like drivin around with my friends yelling random stuff at people , all while being sober
98. I like killer whales and dolphins, it'd be cool to swim with them
99. I check my facebook a lot
100. My favorite beer is miller lite

Damn that took awhile but I did it (:

double jeopardy

i love walmart $5 movies, i know alot of people say oh they are old shitty movies. but i look at it as there hard to find movies that arent sold everywhere like the new releases. i have a lot of dvds and im trying to build up my collection as well as replace some that were never returned. i made my mind up today... no more lending movies out. i mean ive aquired movies that way too.. but if u wanna watch one of my movies its gonna be watched here! back to watching double jeopardy, which by the way.. i bought at walmart:)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

sunday = ughh

i worked today in the morning, sunday is by far our busiest day, and most hellish. i hate bein fake nice. i dont mind bein nice, but i hate havin to be nice when people act like assholes. just more motivation to go back to college and actually graduate, so i can retire from waitressing for good! im so beat lately, i think i need sunshinee. i never believed in that shit before, but i truely believe that lack of sunshine affects some. im lookin forward to this summer a lot. i absolutely hate winter, haate it. i wanna go to a phillies/braves game this summer, i havnt went the past two summers for stupid reasons. another fun sober thing to add to the list. til then...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

week 4

im on what you would call 'high supervision probation.' not that i dont deserve it, because i most certainly do. one of the stipulations is house arrest. thank god for having a job, or i'd be going crazy. another requirement is attending at least 4 meetings a week. today is day 37 for my clean time, no dope, no alcohol, not even a drop of otc medicine. i wanna write to get out what isnt easy for me to express verbally. and to just get out what i think on other bullshit as well.. i look forward to it, and i hope if nothing else, someone might be able to relate and back up my somewhat cloudy thought that anything is possible. feel free to leave me feedback as well. im 26, and im looking to move on with my life in recovery in so many ways, but most importantly and the only way possible... one day at a time ..